December 2010
64 posts
horizontal eyes, and heart in two
Oh, how I do love staying up all night in worry.
It makes me feel so refreshed, I mean… Why do people even need the spa? Or cigarettes? Or weed?
Ha.
Sarcasm sucks when you don’t sleep all night waiting up for your boyfriend who never calls, and just to be made sick before he goes to work.
Happy New Years everyone, so fuck off.
Love, come home.
Snuggling up to a hundred pillows and blankets will never meet the needs of cuddling with you.
This bed is so empty, yet too full of memories…
I miss you, come home to me.
Just come home to me.
I’m sorry I don’t know how to make this better, seem to only make things worse…
I just want my nights with you again.
I can’t sleep without you next to me…...
Apollo is having a bad dream. /:
“Have you ever been in love with the idea of a person?”
– Caleb, The Vicious Kind
“Is to love just a waste?.
I was wanting you to love me,
But your love it never...”
– Flaming Lips
This is great.
Well, I guess it’s just… My time.
So, my cats eyes are turning white. She has red pupils.
She isn’t blind, or deaf.
Her eyes were a pretty pale blue when I got her, but now they’re silver blue. The blue almost doesn’t exist.
Fine night, I said…
Sweetest dear, let’s dine and dash.
A whole week long, of endless drugs, euphoric stories of long past lives, coffee blackened by the smoke consuming.
Loving life, for the first real time.
Have never felt so alive.
Mediocre cold pancakes, starving your mind. Only living the moments passing by.
Stale cigarettes from a cheap shop down the block, laced up.
Cold...
I’d make my mom proud, if I wasn’t her kid.
I’m a beer drinker, that’s all.
She was such a wuss, she never drank beer until I was like seven.
I love beer.
Spot the cow? I do.
“This is what my dad’s house smelled like when he had an alligator.”
– Seth Klumb
Thanks babe, now I want to watch Open Season like a bitch. Love you.
These aren’t pajamas! This is a warm-up suit…
I wanna watch V for Vendetta.
If only you knew why I don’t give up.
I wish I could tell you.
I’m straight out of hell baby.
“Little miss fuckin’ whore, dying on the bathroom floor.”
– Sullen Riot
At my boyfriends band practice. There is a cardboard cut-out of the colonel, so I can’t see him.
It’s ridiculous. Haha..
Yes, I just covered my cat up with four blankets. Yes, I only have one.
What of it?
Pool filled with caramel? Not as good as chocolate filled with caramel.
When has some bodies pool EVER been filled with caramel? Unless they were morbidly obese, and required a POOL of caramel on their ice cream.
Shit. Now I want ice cream.
meowmeowmeow
My kitten, has turned me into a cat lady.
I seriously LOVE my cat. She’s my baby. That’s all.
cherry jolly rancher lip balm, newport in the lungs. love.
I hate sitting around!
I just want to go see my man now.
It’s Christmas.
Come on.
Tail!
Apollo enjoys chasing her tail on me.
It’s occuring now.
So adorable.
Merry Christmas
Thanks to a late Christmas gift, my purse now smells like a skunks ass hole. :D
Budsforhugs.
I just wanna trip balls...
And forget this fuckin’ Christmas happened.
Fuck this.
Fuck this.
Fuck this.
I hate having no control, and being treated like I’m fucking retarded when I’m totally just proving a point.
God.
I can’t wait to fucking leave this worthless fucking town, and pretend my whole family is dead.
Fuck the holidays.
The fact that my cat sleeps like me, it’s fucking adorable. That’s all.
Christmas List:
-Secret Wonderland, Bath and Body, lotion and spray; smells like heaven, and I would love to smell like such bliss on the daily.
-Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, DVD; favorite movie… I just want to watch it with my boyfriend, he’s never seen it.
-Putumayo Presents: Women of Jazz CD, ahhh; I’ve wanted this since I first heard it a year ago.
This is all I want, because...
I want to take those pills.
But Seth doesn’t want me too.
It’s better to stop now, then put it off.
But, I love it.
I’m happy when I’m speeding out.
I love what they do to my head…
I tell my mom I love her.
I’m not drowsy by two.
I want to go out and take advantage of life.
When I’m not on them…
I just don’t… Want to live.
...
Space Shuttle Spenser
DiscoTron
I’m sitting here.
Snuggled up under my heated blankie my mom got me for christmas, with my kitty, watching Queen of the Damned.
Everytime I watch it, I think of coming home last winter seeing Jimmy Jackson cuddled up to all my pillows and blankies watching it. (:
Bro-love.
I just want to puke.
I feel like Tweak.
It's nearly five honey.
I love my kitten, but I just… Don’t understand how she can take up my whole bed when she’s smaller than a size six shoe.
She’s laying in the exact middle of my bed, on the blankets. I can’t wake her up. She gets irritable. /:
Ahh.
At 8am, three hours from now… I’ll be at the high school, taking my ACT.
But, two hours from now I have to ge up and...
Ladies and Gents of central WI!
If you have a craving for Polito’s Mac’n’cheese pizza, but you can’t get to Point or their other restaurants in Oshkosh and Wausau.
Get the Mac’n’cheese bread bowl from Domino’s. It’s the… Rip off, but it’s delicious nonetheless.
(:
I’m the girl with the Kaleidoscope eyes.
New Arkham Prom
I loathe that I put off my shopping until now.
I’m excited. (: I get to take my boyfriend to prom! Which, I never would be able to do for a school bullshit thing.
I love my family.
Fact:
Apollo enjoys licking my stinky, icky plugs. My cat is odd, I know. But I love her to death.
“Where is the bowl, you should pack it really full! Du-du-du-du.”
– Spenser
“Taste the meat! And the heat!”
– King of the Hill
“He doesn’t ever do laundry.”
– Laura, about my cousin; her fiancé.
“It’s like… A part of a steak. Like, where’s the rest of it.”
– Steph
“I’m still conjuring the magic for this situation.”
– Uncle Skaggs
“I’m clean like a fuckin’ clean thing!”
– Uncle Skaggs
“Rule number one: Seth.”
– Uncle Matt
“Gotta love Wisconsin. Great place. Great fuckin’ place.”
– Seth Klumb
“Didn’t you know? It’s orgy time!
What? We’re missing out?
...”
– Gary and I.