October 2009
23 posts
September 2009
11 posts
Sleep, totally overrated.
Tossin’ and turning…
All through the night.
Wishing for more and more of something I can’t grasp.
Fuck this bed.
Fuck this mind.
This is the doom of my tomorrow.
Damn.
This is the only thing meant to keep me sane,
And it falters once again.
Out of reach.
Good morning,
Put your hood up.
This is the day, I fuckin’ realize… I am becoming more and more dumb...
Don't, just don't.
I am my own person, I trust my judgment. And I admit when I am wrong. Don’t try to force me into making the wrong choices because you aren’t totally sure of yourself.
You’re a bitch, deal with it. You’re assuming, I don’t give a fuck.
Deleting me out of his phone is one thing…
But telling me who to talk to, fuck you.
Insecurities ruin relationships, not...
This is the day we fail. Only because we didn’t eat breakfast with the...
Early mornings...
Getting up for school, such a hassle. Especially since I simply can’t budget my time… I either have too much extra time, or have to compromise my daily routine. I always seem to wake up early when I need to sleep, and I always sleep in when I need to be up for something. This is totally outrageous. I hope today is eventful, as I wish everyday to be. But… Today just… Feels...
Let down, the time came so quickly.
Last night, I did the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. I sadly and solemnly left my love without a blink of tears. Seven months; dropped like a hat. I have my reasons… Reasons that don’t exactly add up, but I have no regrets. Flowers wilt, as does young love. Being cold and unfeeling as I have become… I have no remorse, or ache to my heart. This is something that will...
Leave it be, if you shut it out… It won’t grow to be beautiful and...